Monday, January 30, 2006
I am sick and tired of getting my head chewed off for things I didn't do! I hate seeing in my father's eyes, how much my husband fails to measure up to his expectations! I hate feeling like I have to defend John for pointless misunderstandings. When I see my father now I try not to talk about John at all any more, which is very difficult as John is my everything. And most of all I hate how my father accuses us of doing things that piss him off then does them himself! Like hanging up on someone! When we moved here it was with promisses that things given up would be replaced. We gave up all of our furnature with the idea that there was more waiting here. Nothing. We gave up a vacuume that we'd waiting months for. Nothing. Worst of all, we left all of our friends behind to start a better life. The only thing I have to show for our "better life" here is three more scars, and a useless hand. I HATE IT HERE!
posted by Turnoc's Lady @ 8:34 PM,
1 Comments:
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At 11:06 PM, February 02, 2006,
briddums said...
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If you hate it there... then leave. Convince yer hubby to come back here, mayhaps find a job that puts his education to use.