Monday, January 30, 2006
I am sick and tired of getting my head chewed off for things I didn't do! I hate seeing in my father's eyes, how much my husband fails to measure up to his expectations! I hate feeling like I have to defend John for pointless misunderstandings. When I see my father now I try not to talk about John at all any more, which is very difficult as John is my everything. And most of all I hate how my father accuses us of doing things that piss him off then does them himself! Like hanging up on someone! When we moved here it was with promisses that things given up would be replaced. We gave up all of our furnature with the idea that there was more waiting here. Nothing. We gave up a vacuume that we'd waiting months for. Nothing. Worst of all, we left all of our friends behind to start a better life. The only thing I have to show for our "better life" here is three more scars, and a useless hand. I HATE IT HERE!
posted by Turnoc's Lady @ 8:34 PM,
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Meh...
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
It's been a while since the last time I've posted, so I thought an update was in order. However there's not much to update. Life is boring. Wake up, go to work, come home, play with cats, go to bed. Somewhere in there I eat. On my days off (which are normally different from John's days off) I'm lost. John and I live a ten minute hwy drive from anything. John takes the car to work, and I don't have my license, so I can't go anywhere. I could walk the block to pick up my mail, but how many times can you do that during the day before it gets boring?
Oh, John and I are finally going to foster ferrets from the Alberta rescue society! Anakin will finally have something to play with, that will pay back. The other two cats normally spit at him and run away, or dribble his head into the floor.
I go to my surgeon on Friday to see how my hand is doing. I'm crossing my fingers that I can have my splint taken off and I can start physio. Hopefully then John will stop calling me "The Claw". - Damn him -
Side note: my splint is shaped so that my ring and baby fingers are held at a 90 degree angle from my hand.
posted by Turnoc's Lady @ 1:43 PM,
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Tuesday, January 24, 2006
It's been a while since the last time I've posted, so I thought an update was in order. However there's not much to update. Life is boring. Wake up, go to work, come home, play with cats, go to bed. Somewhere in there I eat. On my days off (which are normally different from John's days off) I'm lost. John and I live a ten minute hwy drive from anything. John takes the car to work, and I don't have my license, so I can't go anywhere. I could walk the block to pick up my mail, but how many times can you do that during the day before it gets boring?
Oh, John and I are finally going to foster ferrets from the Alberta rescue society! Anakin will finally have something to play with, that will pay back. The other two cats normally spit at him and run away, or dribble his head into the floor.
I go to my surgeon on Friday to see how my hand is doing. I'm crossing my fingers that I can have my splint taken off and I can start physio. Hopefully then John will stop calling me "The Claw". - Damn him -
Side note: my splint is shaped so that my ring and baby fingers are held at a 90 degree angle from my hand.
posted by Turnoc's Lady @ 1:43 PM,
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