Monday, October 11, 2004
Well, I started my fertility drugs yesterday. Kind of scary. It's always been..."Well, this could be the month." Now there's a lot more emphasis on it. Here's the real kicker though. I'm the only daughter in my family not pregnant, but I'm the only one who's been trying (is that what irony is?). Yup, Rachelle's pregnant too, again. And this time she has scabies! (...insert full body shutter...) John and I have decided that we can't take this baby if the ministry decides to remove it from Rachelle, like they did with Bryan. Because my surgeon has stated that there is no longer any reason why I would not be able to get pregnant. So, raising our child and Rachelle's at the same time would most likely drive John out of the house, and I would end up beating the snot out of Rachelle until she learned how to close her legs! ...that could be much fun though...maybe I should find a way to get Corry in my line of fire, too?...
So I finally had my Mother over the other day. I hadn't spoken to her since the day before we moved and she was telling the milk man the reason they were getting milk delivered now was because Corry is pregnant. I felt like I got kicked in the stomach. Why to enable her even more hey mom? But suddenly I found my self dialing her number and inviting her over. She brought Boo with her, which was nice because I missed him terribly. We had a really good talk where she explained to me that Corry had been confiding in other people that she feels she hasn't got a sister to talk to. My reaction to that was...AAWWW muffin. That's exactly how I felt over the wedding, and honeymoon. Any friendship we had before that she killed herself and now she can lie in it's grave. If she wants to have a sister again then she has some making up to do, and apologizing to myself and my friends who she also offended by her actions.
posted by Turnoc's Lady @ 3:14 PM,
